Today’s bloom was so important, I had another bad day, dehydrated and weak, a slight fever. My nurses discovered it very quickly after my 28th day of radiation, the entire day felt surreal, I couldn’t keep my eyes open, thank goodness my daughter was there, I felt so disjointed and lost. We spent a few hours with the nurses and doctors  and they patched me back up, I could see  how worried they were, they refused to accept the words dehydrated. I’m lucky they didn’t because either wise I wouldn’t be in much better spirits. This is getting to be a very long journey, I hope that the end of the journey will be a good one where I will have learned a great deal, not just about myself but also about my place within the world,