I dislike roller coasters, not only because I am frightened of heights, the unknown isn’t too enjoyable either. Today I feel as if I am riding an emotional roller coaster and I would like to get off the ride right now. I woke up throughout the night in pain, I took my medicine and the medicine contributes to the emotional ride, however, emotionally there aren’t any highs, only lows and the dips are pretty deep. My eyes are leaking without respite and I hate it. I hope tomorrow will be a better day.