Tell us about the last time you were really, truly jealous of someone. Did you act on it? Did it hurt your relationship?
The last time that I was ever jealous, seriously jealous was back in high school, in freshman year. My boyfriend at the time broke up with me for someone else and I was heartbroken and incredibly jealous of her. She didn't go to our school so that made it much easier in a way, but I was heartbroken nevertheless.
I never acted on it, I was never one to act on my feelings, I have always been one to internalize everything and when that happens, I am the one who suffers, often in silence.
I don't know what has always prevented me from expressing my anger, hurt or disappointment to others, I mean it does happen, but only when I have been pushed to my limits, I do have limits. I know that I have always been very sensitive to others feelings and I really hate hurting people's feelings because I know how it feels and I don't want to do that to others purposely or is it purposefully? Either way I don't want to do it.
I am pretty sure that is the only time that I have been jealous, really, truly jealous. There are so many other things in life that are more pressing that why let jealousy rule the day?